I'm fighting sleep. Not sure why but my body is. Haha.
Thanks so much to those that left such kind comments on my last post. I have surgery scheduled in less than 2 weeks and I'm pretty scared. I'm hopeful that the pain relief will come but I'm scared it might not and I'm scared of how I'll feel after...emotionally. I know we crossed the bridge a long time ago I'm just still worried.
Partly due to this whole false pregnancy announcement in support of breast cancer I recently 'outed' myself on FB as being 29 and faced with the possibility of a hysterectomy. I wanted people to know that it hurts and why it does and why I post that stuff on FB. Well, I've decided that outing myself may not have made a huge impact but I'm sick of being so anonymous. I go by Memu on here, a nickname my awesome nephew 'C' gave me. It's to shield me from those who may know me in real life (minus the few who read this blog) as I talk about family. A lot. I think the time has come to open up a little more. I got a Twitter! If you'd like to follow me it's MemuLee . Another thing, I'm going to start using my real first name. Maren. AND listing this blog on my twitter. Eeek, Haha. I'll still keep everyone else anonymous as I believe they deserve that but I'm opening up.
Sorry for a random post with not much substance. It's late and I had to take a lortab for the pain in my side Ugh. 1.5 more weeks. Wooohooo. Or something.
Laters all.
That's not a random post at all! Good for you! Nice to meet you, Maren. :-)
ReplyDeletePS - speaking of ID's - any clue why I can't comment as my wordpress ID on your blog? (It's Mo from MommyOdyssey)
Hey Mo! I had the settings set up for only google account comments apparently. I had no idea. Haha. It's change now. Hopefully this setting works better. :-)
ReplyDeleteHi, Maren! I already follow you on twitter, but congrats on "coming out."
ReplyDeleteHey you. I have been away for a long time. I saw an old comment from you and it made me laugh - I clicked over to see how you are. What a tough spot. I imagine you have been processing some pretty tough emotions.
ReplyDeleteThe end of my rope took me to DE and yours to adoption. I can see the excitement you have for it as well. Pretty crazy how something that was a "last resort" can turn out so fabulous, isnt it?
I really hope your recovery is quick and uneventful. I hope you connect with adoption soon. All my best to you.